I've destroyed another love 

Have to stamp out every good that touches me 

In and out of my heart 

Crawls the ugly worm of jealousy 

Born from insecurity 

Never meant to drive you away 

I, guilty of all crimes 

Saw myself in another light today 



I who never 

I who never 



Outside in the sun hazed street 

Is an empty parade of sinking hearts 

Will I see your ragged head 

Among those in search of one fast kiss 

My searching heart joins those 

Goes out to take your hand 

You were once a part of this 

My searching heart joins those 

Goes out to take your hand 

You were once a part of this 



I who never 

I who never 



Sat sad by silent phone 

Changed my number forgot to tell the world 

Get drunk get dead and gone 

You were such a special one to me 

How can I with so much 

Really have nothing at all 

How can I with so much 

Really have nothing at all 



I who never 

I who never 



Desperate, irrational 

Just another face another window 

I would prowl the city streets 

Searching for your signs 

Fuelled by sweeter times 

This could even make me pray 

I who never ever ever prays 

This could even make me pray 

I who never ever ever prays 



I who never 

I who never  



You, unbelievably small 

Bang your hands on the wall 

Say "To Hell with them all" 

Say "To Heaven with you" 



Me, what will become of me? 

Wading into the sea 

Water way past my knees 

Swallowing oceans is my speciality 



You, like a trembling bird 

Hanging on to each word 

Crawling out of my sight 

Oh how spite makes might 



Me, crass stupidity's pawn 

Kept us shouting till dawn 

Old memories torn 

Wishing I'd never been born 

(You're losing it, losing it, losing it) 



And you, Jack of Diamonds maybe 

But the Ace ever me 

With each turn of the card 

Ever hardening heart 



Me, smiling one moment 

Crying the next 

Building up to explosions 

That leave me shipwrecked 



You, stubborn brazen and wild 

Unpredictable child 

Emotional blackmail 

Always destined to fail 

(You're a failure in love, you're a failure in love) 



Me, saying things I regret 

I don't want to stop yet 

Got to make you break down 

Got to make you break uncontrollably down 



You, rhinoceros skin 

Never, never give in 

Never, never giving 

Hurts so to see me win 

(You're always unforgivably stubborn) 



Me, yes a cancer you tell 

With the softest of shells 

Always ending the same 

Taking all of the blame 

I'm taking all of the blame 

(This is the last time 

This is the last time) 



Traumas, traumas, traumas, traumas, traumas